2. Pay off my Hawaiian vacation.
Let's just consider my 95 Honda as payment and we can call this debt even.
5. Buy a car. I need to make that commitment in 2015. I have commitment issues and really don't want to commit to making that payment monthly. Also, I am trying to get the nicest car I can get (with a fancy radio and a "beep beep") and end up with a $199 payment. Let's see how that goes!!
Soooooooo.... I have new to me 2014 Toyota Corolla!! I have fancy radio, "beep beep", AND a back-up camera. Won't He do it!!!!! but didn't quite make the 199 cut off but not too far off for what I got!
7. Read a the entire Bible in the year. I need to grow with Lord and allow him to work on my heart.
I actually started this.... but yea.... RESTART (at least pick up where I stopped)!!!
10.Learn to do a double pirouette. I have been on a dance team for 6 years at this point. I want to be able to show that I can dance for real. LOL
14. Forgive someone. Working on my heart. Forgiveness has everything to do with me and very little with other person. I have at least a couple of people I need to forgive. I feel like one is myself.
This. One Right. Here. This probably deserves an entire blog, post, or video of it's own but I can't guarantee to make that happen. There were a couple of people I was talking about specifically because my lack of truly forgiving and moving on were and had already had such a huge impact on me.
Person A- I have forgiven them. I haven't forgotten but I have accepted the apology never really gotten and will never really get. (They don't get it to give a real one. That is ok.) I have removed the anger from my heart and can truly wish them best in all to come in that person's life.
Person B- True forgiveness is hopefully in the works and will come, but I am over it. I am no longer waiting for karma to show her ugly little head to give me peace... (although she has come a few times to give me a little chuckle). I am at a peace at taking my lesson from the situation.
Myself- I. AM. AT. PEACE. Everything happens for a reason. Get the test and learn the lesson. I will not beat myself up for living life and a getting the lessons God has intended for me to get.
22. WANDER in to Love. I want REAL love to find me. I want to wake up 1/1/16 and be in love with someone who is in love with me and a real selfless love. NO! I am not out looking for love but only leaving myself open to the possibility. I am putting good vibes and a request into the universe. If happens it happens and if not, I will have been so busy killing this list I won't be bothered. What's for me is only for me! But I'm not on a search for love... I am too busy searching for self love.
This is still a work in progress... but this is another situation where I am totally at peace. Like I said before, what is meant for me it is for me. In the past year, I have regained belief in fairy tales and the happily ever after. I can keep hope alive but at the same time I am not stressing it. I have also learned that I need to be ready for what I ask for.
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