You ever had someone say something to you and in your head
your go “Bitch! What you mean by that?” But you don’t say that, you just “smile
and nod” and respond. Yea it happens to me and probably most us more than any
of us would like to admit. The more I thought about it the more annoyed I got
about this particular situation.
Let’s be real… I felt there were several things wrong with
what was said. It was something along the lines of if the guy I had dated were
to commit to me would I “keep myself up better”. For one, drawing on my
eyebrows everyday ain’t. gonna. make. no.
man. want. me. HELL, this particular man didn’t want me at my Beyoncé. Which
brings me to my next point, if a man doesn’t want me at my Amanda Bynes crying in the dark
hallway, he don’t deserve me at my Beyoncé looking good and slaying life. Which
rolls right into, my next point. Bitch, I’m doing good to be standing, there
are certainly days within the last few months I’ve been hella close to being
that falling apart famous girl, we see in the media. But you’d never know. I’m
doing the best I can to hold it all together. And even when I didn’t have a
hold of it all, I still managed to get it all done. So nope my eyebrows aren’t
drawn on and my hair is still in this tired ass ponytail but check the trail of
glitter I left behind. When it’s all said and done people may not remember me
for being fly as hell everyday but I’ll have more hearts that I can count that
will remember to be their best selves because of me. But no worries, at my
memorial they’ll be a fly ass face beat pic on my index card obituary and no
casket, so the Llyods of the world will know I was “fine too”. LOL *wink face* *sashays
in to the sunset with a hair flip*
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